But that's what happened... I have always been a self described social butterfly. My list of "best" friends has always been more than fingers I have. It's been something I have been proud of, one of my accomplishments so to say. As I find myself on the verge of 24 I realize my list of friends mean nothing in the real game of life if they aren't sincere. It took a few unimportant events for me to see the light, and realize I only have a few real friends. I say the events are unimportant because when looking back on my life in 10,15 years I won't remember the details of why, I will only remember this is the time I discovered who. Who is important that is.
With the people of drama, lies, and being self-centered as a thing of the past I can focus on the important things and people in my life.
The people I lost will always remain special to me, and in the end I have found no hate for anyone. Just a whole lot of clarity. Now that the fog has past I can focus on the sunshine.
It can be painful to discover who are your friends and who are not, but in the end it's worth it, and it's a very important part of life.
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